Wednesday, November 4, 2009

That is my appendix...Please don't touch

I know the title for this post is weird but it fits more than you know! I have decided that we truly are meant for each other. We have the best relationship I could ever imagine having. We love and support each other so much! I can't believe I can be so happy with someone or love them so much. It just seems so surreal to look back and look at where I am today. I have a wonderful man who would do anything for me and who spoils me so much. We have so much fun just being with each other and joking around. Hence the title of this blog. We are so excited for the holidays to come. David's birthday falls on Thanksgiving this year which kind of sucks but we may get out of town for the weekend to somewhere like St. George so we can relax. We are planning a trip to North Dakota in January so I can see my friends and show him where I lived for a while. I am so EXCITED for the next few months!!! I finally got all the bills for my hospital visit and have decided that if I can fix something myself I will avoid the hospital at all costs...They charge an arm and a leg for services (and that's with insurance). Next time I will risk losing the use of my finger which I can't really use sometimes like when I am typing and it still tingles from nerve damage :( It sucks! I will just super glue it next time and put it in a splint. My luck is looking better, for now. I have been having weird flashbacks from this time 2 years ago when I lived in North Dakota. I keep thinking about what I was doing at that time and the people I was around and makes me wonder what would have happened if I stayed. I have this weird feeling lately and I'm not sure what to attribute it to...Maybe it is nothing but I kind of miss my past and the people I knew. I know that all sounds really weird but there is some part of me that wishes I was still as carefree and not a worry in the world! It's comforting to know that I have made new friends and amends with old ones. I am lucky to have people in my life who are positive influences. Mandy is one of those people who have been great to have in my life. She understands and we can talk for hours about nothing and everything. She is a great friend who has been there when I need someone to talk to and I hope I can do the same for her. She is my person regardless if I am her person or not (Grey's Anatomy thing..She got me addicted). She will always be that one person I consider to be a close friend no matter what. As far as me and David..We are doing great and happy to spend everyday together :) I don't think I could imagine being with anyone else. We are so glad to have our own place and starting our own life together.